Eating Lunch in the Library
During my senior year of high school, I ate my lunch in the library.
“But Dr. Sangfroid, I thought you were the most prettiest and most popular girl in school!”
Oh, I’m flattered! But no. I was a weird little troll in high school who was part of video game club and the president of Speech & Debate.
The point is, by the time I was 17/18, I simply had learned that eating lunch in the library was awesome.
The years before, eating with actual people in the sunshine, was nice and all, but when it comes down to it you really can’t beat lunch in the library.
I’d come in with my bottle of water, peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and plastic baggie of wheat thin crackers, and settle into a corner. Sometimes alone, sometimes with a friend, sometimes with my little Freshman brother. I’d have a delicious half hour to do homework or read a book or draw or sleep or whatever I pleased. One solid half hour to myself that wasn’t spent gossiping, or taking notes, or working the cash register at Target.
I learned some very important things during those lunch times:
- When there is no one around to listen to you, you can listen to yourself. Instead of gossiping or talking about class or complaining, I let myself stroll through the aisles of the books and have conversations with myself (in my head of course, usually). I let myself realize what kind of literature, and from that ideals and topics, I truly love.
- You meet the most interesting people when you’re alone. Without the distraction of another person, it’s much easier to notice the traits of others. Alone people talk to other alone people.
- The social constructs of high school can truly be damaging. Not to say it always is, but really, we all have been or we know the people who start drama, or are involved in it frequently in high school. By removing myself from the time and place it mostly manifests, I managed to make my senior year relatively drama free.
- Time alone is inspiration and motivation. Its easy to skip an assignment or procrastinate on a project when you’re surrounded by people and distractions. Being alone in a library with a sandwich really is a no-excuses allowed motivator.
Ultimately, it was one the highlights of my time in high school.
Just wanted to share that with you all.